Wow....suddenly starting full time work after not doing anything for over 8 months is hard. I've had so many social and physically changes this week that im surprised i haven't passed out from it all.
Although im kinda really peeved at my boss, so you all know, im a lab assistant but i spend most of my time in the washing room cleaning everything, anyways my boss on wednesday told me that i need to start working much faster, so on thursday i did what she said, I worked a lot faster, you have no idea how swore my muscles are. Not to mention how huge they are now too, I flexed my arm muscle the other day and i couldn't believe how big it was!
It was like a huge bump on my arm, cept the bump was really rock hard XD
Even on my leg calves I've got muscles, its all so very freaky. But yes, so on thursday I was really tired because to be able to work faster i've got to move quicker, and scrub harder, so my muscles were yelling at me, and my feet just wanted to get out of the shoes I was in because they hurt so much, then we get told two Professors were coming and that we were gonna be intro'd to them.
I straight away thought, "it doesn't matter if i get intro'd or not, i'm just the cleaner. No Professors' are gonna care about the cleaner" but in the end i got up and got intro'd to them, and ya know, im kinda a bit reserved with people outside of the anime community, sometimes inside the anime community i'm reserved when meeting people for the first time, anyways I gave a little wave and a quiet hello, and then i got told i could go home so i went to sign the book and leave.

Next thing I know today after i talked to my boss about what the doctor said about my hands (apparently i have a skin dermititis that is caused by wearing latex gloves. Basically i'm allergic to latex. And I never knew this XD) she told me that our other boss had mentioned that I had been kinda rude when the Professors were being intro'd to us, and i just sat there, feeling so bad, because I seriously hadn't realized I had been rude.
Apparently the other boss said that I didn't seem to care to much when the Professors' were intro'd to us, and that I pushed by them (on my way to sign the book to leave) without saying excuse me, and I'm sitting there listening to my boss tell me this and i'm like "wtf but that's the way i act around everyone. especially if its a new person" I have a habit of acting very reserved around new people, and I hardly ever say excuse me unless someone is seriously in my way and doesn't know that I need to get pass.
And yeah. I got very upset about it that when I got home I ended up crying for a bit. Because that day had been really hard on me. My feet hurt, my legs hurt a bit, my back was killing me, and my hands were in pain because of the Dermititis from the stupid latex gloves, and I was all sweaty and dirty from cleaning all day, so sorry if I was just acting the normal way a human would.

Other than that I'm pretty happy with work. Altho by the time today came i was like "omg thankgod its friday. I am so dead" so yes. It's not a matter of staying up late, its more of a matter of going to bed early and sleeping in TOMORROW.
I have been CGing a bit every night after i've come back from work.
Now that im working I finally understand how precious what I had before was. Now its very hard for me to CG, watch anime and talk to friends all at the same time, the only time I can do it is on the weekends. So yesh. I have been CGing, not so much drawing. So eventually i shall be posting up some art XD
Anyways im off to have a shower and then watch Geisha girls before I go to bed *is starting to make silly typos and spelling mistakes because of lack of sleep*

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Do you love anime? Do you love anime conventions? Do you love to VOLUNTEER!
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However there are limited spots, so do not delay in applying for a fun filled position.
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Applications closes 31/05/08.

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Elizabeth
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