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Well....Thankyou to those people that worried about me, I feel a lot better now and I don't have too much sadness/anger left over what happened. For those who didn't know I had been dating for awhile and 2 days after my birthday she broke up with me. I don't hate her anymore, so you shouldn't either, because to be honest I can't really hate people for long. Because Life moves on and a part of me feels that its the best thing. Too bad the other half of me is still upset a little hurt and awefully lonely now.
That's the thing i hate the most about break-ups. The horrible lonely feeling at the end of it. Hate being alone; and yet its the thing that i seem to be stuck with all the time.

Sigh. So yeah. Single again...whoo....=A=; So yeah I don't really care too much now about "love". No more. I just don't care anymore about dating or any of the sort. Besides since when has anyone in real life ever showed any interested in dating me, once. The rest rejected be so there I have it. I can't expect at all to be getting any sort of partner anytime soon, if not ever. -shrugs- Oh well. Life goes on.

This friday i'm going to a hospital as part of my college course. We get to go to the surgical and the maternity sections. I'm so happy about going to the maternity part of the hospital >w< Maybe, Maybe if I show enough excitement over it, i might be able to get a job with them C: Which would be the most wonderful thing EVER. Since I found out my course next year for Enrolled Nursing will cost me over $10,000 for the whole year! Fuck...that's so much money Dx Upside is if i get a job soon (especially with the hospital) I can work and save up money till May when the course starts. yeah my course starts in May next year |: wtfffff I have all this time to be doing nothing OTL|| So i thought why not try hard to get a job and save up the money for the first term payment of $3450 ;_____; so much moneyyyy.
Sigh. So yeah...expensive course next year is expensive....might try getting the government to help me with it with soemthing called VET-FEE help. Anyways. Next week I have to do work experience at an Aged Care facility....I'm kinda...half..not wanting to do it OTL|| but i have no choice, I have to get it done to be able to complete my course. Sigh.

I'm also trying to finish my course early this year (even though we WERE suppose to be finished on the 2nd of december, no thanks to those fucken Enrolled Nurses and the hospital) anyways reason i wanna finish on the 1st of December is so that for 's birthday i can fly up and spend her birthday with her and we'll also be going to Wet n' Wild again C: SOOOO excited about that~ This time I have a waterproof camera to take with me so I can take photos while we are going on the water rides >w<
So yes my plan is to stay in brisbane for about a week~ I'll be probably staying with at her place -rolls around happily-

ANYWAYSSSSS Now an art update~!!!


If you want to have a closer look at this WIP go here [link]
Gawd OTL|| So much stuff to work on. And this doesn't even show all the stuff i need to draw -has other stuff she needs to draw up for people-







----Status----
Art requests: No No and No.
Collabs: Yes (but i'm picky)
Art trades: Yes (as with collabs i'm picky tho)
Commissions: Open