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...........Right now...if i could strangle the government....I would. Some of you if you've read my previous journals would know i was going to try and get money for studying...those bastards at centerlink.....sent me a letter today saying "Rejection for claim for youth allowance" THOSE SON OF A BITCHES.
They said that my parents income is too high for me to get it. WTF? What does that have to do with me getting money for studying? My parents don't pay for ANYTHING for me. I only have $58 in my bank account only because those were from commissions and I didn't want to really touch the money....because well...I WAS WAITING FOR CENTERLINK TO AGREE TO GIVING ME FUCKEN MONEY.
Now i spent my entire day crying because I don't know what to do now. I can't get student allowance now, which i really needed it because i still have student fees to pay for my course (mainly paying for criminal check and getting checked for what im immune against). I'm doing a nursing course so that criminal check and immunization check is important for me to actually COMPLETE the course. And god knows how much its going to cost me OTL|||
Not to mention I have to catch a bus to school and back home 3 days a week. I NEEDED THAT FUCKEN MONEY.

=A= so now i'm pretty much relying on the NON-EXISTANT INCOME OF COMMISSIONS I have and try and see if I can somehow get centerlink to find another way of fucken paying me.
BECAUSE SERIOUSLY I'M NOT GONNA FUCKEN LIE DOWN AND DIE FROM THIS. I CAN'T KEEP LIVING LIKE A HERMIT, NEVER GOING OUT BECAUSE I HAVE NO MONEY.

-gets teary thinking about it-
Darn it i had to take a fucken LOAN from my parents to be able to start this bloody course OTL||| -curls in a corner-



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Collabs: Yes (but i'm picky)
Art trades: Yes (as with collabs i'm picky tho)
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